it might just all be a facade

Sunday, December 31, 2006;

♥ 12/31/2006 11:21:00 PM

Now its 1048pm, 31 december 2006.
Oooh! In less than2 hrs, it'll be farewell to 2006 and a helloo to 2007!

Anyways, i had loads of fun this last week of the hols. ( :
I went out with Joa and Val on a supposedly back-to-school shopping. Joa and I wanted to get a bag for school. In the end, we went into Chamelon and Ice lemon Tea and shop for accessories instead!
Haha, goodness. i love those two so much! <3>
Awesome. (:
On 27/12, went back unit with Chanel. Mm, lets just say I'm looking forward to the fdcomp camp thats coming up. : ]
29/12, VIP retreat. Haha, the day started off with me calling Kheerui and Jingni and Yingqi. Then after a long grandmother story. Somemore, KR and JN started calling me back and i had so much laughs over the phone. Haha!
I rushed out of home cos i thought i'll be late, and guess what? I was 3mins early while the rest were 10mins++ late. ) : Pfft!
Met up with Shamsul, Ivy, KR, JN, and Joanne. We went really super duper ultra H I G H. : D
We were laughin and talkin so loudly at the busstop, i bet other ppl at the busstop thought we were lunatics.
And wth! KR called me a 'tai-tai'! Idiot.
Reached campsite. We felt totally useless and asked evonne ma'am for some work to do. So, it started off with JN Joanne Ivy and I waiting at the reception table, for people to pay 8 bucks. Yingqi, Filza and Leemin joined us when they reached. So the 7 of us look like some idiots sitting at the front gate waiting for people.
Someone then commented that we're like the '7 golden flowers'. Hahaha, watever!
BBQ was fun, esp when your batch is the one doing the BBQing and stuff. We tried BBQing potato chips + chocolate. Esther's idea! LOL.
Okays, here's the funny part. VIP 07/07 all left for the ops room, cos andy sir wanted to speak to us. So, we all got up, and left the BBqing area empty. The other ma'ams and sirs all went like 'Eh, the food how? Food how?
Pretty funny.
Left with JN at bout 10pm+, reached home at bout 12.
The journey from city hall station to dover station was SO BORING! ) :
Blahblah.
30/12. Exco gathering ( :
Went clementi in the morning to do smth. Met up with carissa, and off we go to yewtee! : ]
YL simon xf nirma chanel carissa and i went chanel's hse. The beginning was rather boring. =\
We had gift exchanging! ( : We had to like 're-do' the matching of gift 5 times before the exchange was fair! Haha, and poor simon. His gift was mistook as some toilet bowl thingy. (according to carissa, i was the one who started the nonsense. HAHA!)
Watch a movie at her hse, before we had the rubbish talk. Haha, its fun talkin and laughin with them though. : ]
Then its swensens! (( :
Yadayadayada. Chanel carissa simon and i started walking bout jp aimlessly. Left at bout 8.
No photos! ) : Cos none of us brought cameras along. Haha! =p

So today's 31/12! Its my dad's bday! <33
Whoopy! : ]
Was deciding whether to join kong they all at clarke quay for countdown, or my cousin at expo for countdown. Or simply, my family at home for countdown.
And i chose the last option. =p
I just got back not too long ago from west mall.

I wanted to start writing bout my reflections on yr 2006 before the yr is over. But i thought its a little weird to continue that in this post. Hahaha.
So i guess im just gonna start a new post.
Pfft! L A M E.
Oh, its 1121pm now. i took so long to type this post! Haha!

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Monday, December 25, 2006;

♥ 12/25/2006 08:59:00 PM

MERRY X'MAS! (( :
I had fun today! : ] With Stanley and Benjamin.
Its definitely nice catching up with your friends when the hols is about to end and the new jc life is about to unleasd. Agree?
Met Benjamin on the train to Braddell.
And trust me! Takin an hour long train jounry with him is ultra boringggg. ) :
And when we were only at dover, Stanley's already at Braddell station.
So much for time management. =p
The 3 of us got really pissed off by the Polar cakes and puff shopkeeper's bad service. HAHA

Left at bout 5plus. Took train back with Benjamin, hahaha. At least this time round, the trip was entertaining. Pffft! I'll upload the only THREE photots we took when Ms lily send me ya! ( :
Smth's lacking from this yr x'mas. ): There's no annual FMSSRCY x'mas party/gathering. ] :

Called val. And the ~~pest~~ darling got a flu.
Awhhh! Get well soon, and although youre sick. Im still gonna see you tmr! No excuses!

Im getting bored and broke.
) :
School's starting in a wk's time i guess. And i need some lame back-to-sch shopping!
Which is tmr with joa and val! : ]]]]]
Anyways, i jsut saw smth that makes me SO HAPPPPPPPPPPYYYYY! No, wait. Im serious. I went like 'Omg! Yayyyy!' Hehe. <3
Im so bored that im actually blogging rubbish.
Here's at random!
(Convo with DJ. Hes Auror Mad-eye Moody!)

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
merry christmas

*/fangs_ says:
MERRY X'MAS! (:

(Some lame and stupid stuff he said, which are to be censored.)

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
lol

*/fangs_ says:
anyways. diff jc le still much keep in touch okay!!!

*/fangs_ says:
if not i'll slap you

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
okay

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
sure

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
no problem

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
ugly shoes u have

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
rofl

*/fangs_ says:
HAHAHA. OMG! you idiot! youre the first to say its ugly okays

*/fangs_ says:
ARBISH!

*/fangs_ says:
oh, okays! must meet up every yr ya! HAHA

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
ok, u pay for the chalet again ok?

*/fangs_ says:
HAHA. i can get my aunt to book a bungalow chalet for like 75 bucks i think

*/fangs_ says:
and wat! you can get one forr free right!

Auror Mad-eye Moody says:
no i am not sure

*/fangs_ says:
righttt

For now, i just cant wait for VIP retreat (yh sir! must go okay!) and exco gathering. <33

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Sunday, December 24, 2006;

♥ 12/24/2006 09:34:00 PM

I had a crazy and fun week! : ]]]]]
And the highlight of the week is:
MY COUSIN'S ROM

: ) And i woke up at 73o and went down to bishan. After putting down my stuff, I headed to amk to get e cake from bengawan solo before going to bishan park to get some chicken wings and headed back to my aunt's place.
Oh! Do you know that I love bengawan solo's eggtart> :D

So after the registering ceremony ended, i went to orchard to meet kong.
I was early okay! Gave 5 bucks to the yellow ribbon project.
Hah, freak. im like, so kind hearted. =\
Its okays! X'mas is all bout givin afterall. My 5 bucks will do good, and help 5 ex-convicts i hope. =ppp
So we walked from Wisma to Paragon to Hereens.
His mortal is aaron, so got him a top from 77 street. (Hey! I chose it. Admit it, ive got great taste)
Lim came and we walked to Borders and got his chruch friend a gift.
Jacq din joined us, cos she ~~chose her laptop over friends~~ cant make it. =X
Settled at nydc for our little snack. Lim got cheated over 2 bucks! Ha
Kong and i headed home, while lim waited for Jane.
Pffft. Im dead sleepy. ) :

Yknow! i cut my hair! )):
And its so shorttttt. Omgomgomg. Its bout cheryl's new hairlength i guess.
Pffft! I hate e aunty. ):
Me: Aunty, i want it layered and thinned.
Aunty: Shorter?
Me: (few sec of hesitation) Yeah, just a little shorter.
[Right! What i have in mind was just 2cm shorter or what)
Aunty: Okays! Sit down.
(And the result is 3 bloody inches shorter!)
Wthh. ):

Mm, forget bout the hair incident.
Its x'mas eve! ((:
And its all bout giving, right.
So i think im letting go of this

) :
Isnt it nice and sexy?
But i have to give it away!! )) :
Sobs. Too high heels is bad for my injured ankle.
But then again, hey! X'mas is bout giving. : ]
(As you can read. im blogging all rubbish now cos im watching Wish upon a star on channel 5 now)
HAHA!
So anyways, tmr's x'mas! (( :
And ive plans! HAHAHA. With stanley and benjamin. : ]

25/12 > Stanley and Benjamin
26/12> Joaquina and Valerie?
27/12> WWW? or YCK with vip mates? or Fd com training at FM?
28/12> ~~Exco gathering!~~ IM FREE!
29/12> VIP retreat at kembangan!
30/12> Exco gathering! <3
31/12> Daddy's bday! <33

Righty righty righty.
Here's my x'mas wishlist!
(a) A new converse school bag!
(b) Converse sneakers
(c) Beach shorts!
(d) Heels from Charles and Keith
(e) The snowwhite cybershot
(f) New handbag
(g) More last min gathering before 2007!
(h) New wallet
(i) Adidas jacket
(j) Adidas shoes
(k) Ripcurl flipflops
(l) New pencilcase
(m) More tops
(n) More skirts
(o) Jeans. Im in desperate need for these
(p) Denim skirts. Im in desperate need for these too

Oh hey! Did you guys out there saw 'The elf' on channel 5 jus now?
I caught it with Allison Clement Jiayi Shermaine Amandaleong Bryanong Szemian in yr 2003 i think.
HAHA! Wonderful good ol' memories.
: ]

2 more hr and 30 more mins!

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE in advance. <123333

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006;

♥ 12/20/2006 10:44:00 PM

Highlight of the day:
The radiation from the phone nearly killed all my brain cellds today.
The result for chatting for 2 hours on the phone. ): Pfft!

Now, for somemore pictures! : ]

Joaquina! ): I miss the chats with you on the phone. I miss those dumb msges from you! I miss those silly nudges and convo online with you. DATE ME OUT, SOON.
She will most prob kill me for posting this pic up.But who cares, shes away in japan now! Haha. Val! When youre back, we shall have that slpover! : ]
I miss conferencing on the phone with these two sillies.
Just when you think this world is bad enough with joa and val. Carissa (the terror) steps in, making your life more miserable.
No! dont think im happy cos im smiling. She FORCED me to smile okays! FORCED! ):
Other than the 3girls above who made my life rather miserable. Selennnne here brightens up my day with her greeting! <3>Other than the one called Joa and Val, the rest makes my life happy too!
Thank goodness for them.
And him.
Plus him.
Include them.
The exco.
And him. They made my schlife possible indeed. <33>Redcross will always be a part of my life!
See! All the carrying of causualty builds up muscles.
HAHA! the sitting arrangement during the last few days of school. <33

Xmas coming! And all i want for xmas is secrettttt.

HAHA!

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

;

♥ 12/20/2006 08:19:00 AM

And in a blink.

HELLOO PEOPLE. IM BACK. : ]

Righty righty righty.

So much happened during the camp. So much things that made me grow. (the lesson!)

So much things that made me responsible. (log ic!)

So much things that made us bond. (rescue mission)

And the list goes on... ((:

The experiences gained and experienced can never be put thru words i guess. Well, what matter most is what i gain and what i learn.

So i'll say, i learnt ALOT and i gained ALOT.

(p.s Thank you CHARLIE! For those laughter and hiliarious cheers that made me luagh like some lunatic. : ])

(p.p.s Thank you CHARLIE MENTORS! For those patience and guidance and of cos, standin by us no matter what. )

(p.p.p.s Thank you chanel lam wei jie. FOr the being that other fairsian who joined the camp and making me feel that im not alone!)

(p.p.p.p.s Thank you joajoa and kong! for those msges thru the camp. Listening to me whinings and stuff! WHEES! )

And yeah. i'll say again.

VIP 07/07. Though the course had ended for our batch. Lets hope that friendship forged and the bonds made will never ever be forgotten. <3

And btw, im home on monday night alr.

MIA online, cos im really really tired! HAHA.

4D3N with only less than 6hours of slp. Pffft!

Gained it all back by sleeping NEARLY the whole tuesday away. Wait, the word here is: nearly.

Well, must say the sky loves me! It rained, making the sleep so nice. Yummy! <33

Might be having Charlie gatehrin this thurs! Cant waitttt. : ]

And i cant wait to go out with my other friends as well!!

(Yesh!! Stop those pestering and pressuring! Ha, im free alr. So those dating now!! : ])

Tag replies:

manada teo> haha! thanks for leaving your surname behind! =p and oh yesh oh yesh! DATE MEEEE! hehe

carissa> hahaha im back! ((: so, hows cruise. see ya soon ya? <3

yanru> pfft! im back! hahaha.

yh sir> yeah i did! haha

brose sir> hey charlie mentor! see ya this thurs!

esther> hellos childhood friend! ohoh! you have a blog? Wats the url? hahaha

joash> Happy bbbbday! ((: oh yeshyeshyesh! next yr next yr! HEHE. btr make it on a day which both of us are free hur? ((:

joa> ni bian xin le ma? ):

And,

HAPPY BDAY MY P3 FRIEND, JOASH LEE!

WONDERFUL HAVING YOU AS MY FRIEND! THERE'RE JUST SO MUCH TO SAY! HAHA, THOUGH WE MIGHT NOT BE SUPER DUPER ULTRA STICKY CLOSE. BUT HEY! I DID FIND A SPECIAL FRIEND IN YOU. COS YOURE ONE WHOM PPL CAN RELY ON AND ONE WHO PPL CAN TRUST. THANKS FOR THOSE LAUGHTER AND JOY! (:

AND YEAH, THOSE RUBBISH MOMENTS WITH CARISSA DURING EACH ASSEMBLY.

THOUGH OUR PATHS MIGHT SERPARATE FOR NOW. LETS HOPE THAT WE'LL MEET UP SOMEDAY AND CATCH UP. ((:

THANKS FOR BEING A FANASTIC FRIEND! <3

and i gave it all;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Thursday, December 14, 2006;

♥ 12/14/2006 10:39:00 PM

*/fangs_ says:
EH FREAK!

*/fangs_ says:
got your posting results?

*/fangs_ says:
anw, miss me today?

*/fangs_ says:
HAHAHA

faith hope love † says:
yeah lor why never go

faith hope love † says:
pangseh!

faith hope love † says:
haha

faith hope love † says:
yeah, MI science

And joash made me feel happy even though im down with sorethroat + fever + cough and tmr's VIP camp.
GOSHHHH. )):
They went sentosa btw, and i was supposed to be with them okayyy! ] :
But i decided not to go cos im not feeling well, and i needed the rest.
And guess what?!
My mum dragged me out of the bed and brought us to Expo to see some exhibtion.
=\

Pfft!
Had the shirts from Kong alr! HAHAHA.
Okays, i just hope i dont look like one in over sized pajamas or smth. LOL

YAYY!
Bryan's back from bangkok. And we'll have lunch after my camp! (:

OH! I got into pjc (sci). HAHAHA
Who's gg?! (Other than Joa Cheryl Esmonde Yenyee).
Pfft! my consultant's going jjc! And very soon, we'll drift apart and smth. HAHAHAHA =X

Okays! this post is SO RANDOM. =\
Anyways, PEOPLE!

I'LL BE AWAY FROM TMR TIL MON! ((:

SO I GUESS, THE NEXT TIME I'LL BE ONLINE IS TUES! ((:

CATCH ME DEN.

MEANWHILE, IF THERES ANYTHING ON. JUST MSG ME!

I'll sleep before 1130.

I'll make sure i do that. HAHAHA

TIL THEN!

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006;

♥ 12/12/2006 09:44:00 PM

Charlie champions! (with missing members)
Thats my VIP 07/07 groupmates. ((:

Let's see, ive been busy buggin i/cs to send me their updated and final log lists so i can compile them.
Ive been busy bugging people to lend me white based tee for my camp.
Ive been busy quarrelling with my mum over my hectic schedule.
Ive been busy calling people up for chats and stuff.
Ive been busy tryin to get started on my packing for camp. which i still haven yet to start. =X
Ive been busy tryin to get started on readin the VIP handbook.

Monday!
Went HQ for group meetings. Ahahaha, Junjie's back. : ]
Now, we all hope for Sally's return. (:
Then, it'll be the complete Charlie. <33
So, did campfire items and changes made to many things and etc.
Khee Rui and I got so high when learnin OA knots. LOL.
Charlie became the most bubbly group out of a sudden after lunch at BK. I suspect they spiked the drinks or smth. =p
Left with Yingqi and Chanel. Bus 14 was as cold as usual. ] :

Today!
Had a an hour phonechat with Joa, a 40min chat with Carissa. Half an hour chat with Kong, until Carissa called.
Haha, we conferenced, and i fell asleep TWICE. Not kidding. Im really tired. ):
Pfft, ended when the other two had to go for dinner, and me, for my slp.

Plans tmr:
(a) Go campsite, do last min log check PLUS get the log ready for camp!
(b) Go campsite, have meeting with Charlie?
(c) Go campsite, discuss with des wat are the stuff Log team need to bring.
(d) Meet up with Kong and get the tees from him!
(e) Decide which event to go on thurs. (:
(f) Start packing my ag for camp!
(g) Buy two 1.5L coke water bottles.
But, for now. Back to the log lists and lesson plans! (:

i hate the way you mislead me;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Friday, December 08, 2006;

♥ 12/08/2006 11:52:00 PM

Uhhur! Thats VIP 07/07 CHARLIE group flag btw. ((:
I did it all today! Hahahah!

Now, all i need is chenchin's marker to fill up the blankblank black space on the flag and its done. (:
But comparing sdc's ulp's vip's flags. I still prefer sdc's flag the most-est. ((:

And i believe its safe and sound in yuhui ma'am's room. : ]

Wednesday!

My so-called only free day. HA HA HA

And i totally forgot wat i did. =X

Thursday!

Met chanel at dover mrt, went kemganban. And we 2 were the first to reach.

Went CHEERS to get food, and we ended up sitting on the stairs having breakfast, looking so pathetic.

Pfft!

Oh yesh, i embarrassed chanel with her yearn for 'cup noodles'. HILIARIOUS.

Met the rest and tammy ma'am, shes funny and easy going indeed. ((:

Log room. Omg. 'Messy' isnt the only word enough to describe the room.

HAHA. So the log team got to work and we started ransacking the cupboards and doing stockchecking.

I sneezed a bloody god-knows how many times.

Pfft.

Started discussing some rescue mission details, and the next thing i know, we were on our way to hq! (:

Went park mall for lunch at this mee shop.

Dearest mich is so so sweet!

Hey dearest! thanks for waiting! hehe. and i love you! <33

Right. After doing some design on the black cloth, i went off with Chen Chin.

Pfft! Passed smth to my friend and we decided to watch dejavu.

Nice movie alright. Just that we sat at the forth row, and ive got a bad headache after that. ):

~~Ohoh! PS GV cinema was one cinema i din really wanted to enter. Afterall, past of the fondest memories were held there, once~~

So, he went to airport to pick his grand and ms yeo up. I took 14.

OMGOMGOMG. i nearly froze to death there. BRRRR ):

Okays, why m i blogging details?

As if anyone out there will read thru that paragraph. HAHA!

Today!

Happy Bday Joaquina! <33

Met Joa and Val at clementi at round 12plus. Took a bus down to this place and we started walking to and fro the busstops. NO JOKE.

We alighted from the bus and the bus uncle told us that we missed our stop alr. So we walked a long way to the previous busstop, and Joa exclaimed that the stop we got off is the correct one. So the 3 idiots started walkin back to the first busstop where we alighted. Then, she announced that our busstop is supposed to be 2 stops before. And yesh, we 3 walked ALL THE WAY to 2 busstops in front.

Then, it started drizzling. ):

We walked all the way UPSLOPE, to realise that we're in the wrong place.

Then, we walked all the way back to the first busstop which we very very first alighted (which means, we covered the slope distance and 2 busstop distance, IN THE RAIN).

Right. Then we began walkin around aimlessly, tryin to look for this cafe 'Rollin wok'. And after an hour plus of searchin and walking. we gave up and sat the same bus (with the exact same bus uncle) back to clementi and had kfc.

The initial plan was : Go the 'rollin wok' and give Edmund, Des, and Issac a surprise. And celebrate Joa's bday.

In the end: We walked for more than 3km in the drizzle/rain. And went all the way back to clementi and had our lunch at kfc.

HA HA HA. Joa! So much for your bday this yr. : ]] Get well soon, Ms wobble. =pppp

Chatting with bestfriend and CHARLIE now.

Im lovin' it. <3

bday girl val me. ((:

youre leadin me in deeper;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006;

♥ 12/05/2006 11:27:00 PM

And i hear my fans out there screamin and calling my name.
They need my posts on my life indeed. (:
Esp Carissa Hong. : ]

So, Ive joined VIP 07/07. And I'm in Charlie, tgt with Yingqi Yuye and many others.
HAHA
Our mentors are easy going, and really friendly.
And my mentors include Leon sir. HAHA!
Alrights, this is so so random.

VIP first contact sessions started on Sat, 2/12.
RIGHTTTT.
Met Chanel at Dover mrt at bout 7plus. We were dressed in white, white, black.
HAHA! Like we're gonna participate in some PAP election thingy. Rofl. =p
And the black courtshoes is really PAINFULLLLLL. ):
Saw many friends! <33
Hahaha!
And the contact session ended at 6pm.
Had dinner at swensens with Kong. Seriously, the apple crumble sucks. =X

before.
and

after.

On Sun, had the second contact session.
Lunch was awesome. the WHOLE course went for lunch tgt, with all the sirs and ma'am. Its as though we were havin an excursion or smth. Haha. Hiliarious.
Met Nyuk and Norman on the way home.

Monday!
Went out to watch step up with friend.
AWESOME. (:
The dance moves were awesome and everything. Haha! And the popcorn this time round is much much better. =ppp
Oh, Kong went for a piercing! =X
Spent nearly 1hour plus thinkin bout wat to do next. Rofl.
Came over my house and used the com. My parents were home early! My goodness.
Cousin Mich came over! <33

Today, had a group meeting at PS macs at 9am. I reached at 839am okays!
My goodness. The rest came shortly after that, and the meeting started!
Yadayadayada
Took bus 14 and went to Jacq's place. Thank goodness for god's creation; PHONE.
If not, I'll be so bored to death. HA!
I'm so in love with Jacq's room!

JACQ! I'M DEMANDING A SLPOVER AT YOUR PLACE!
I DONT CARE. ((:

: ]
Kong Carissa and Val came. Aunty jacq treated all the kids lunch! <33
Fell asleep while the rest watch a movie.
Right, and i felt so stressed up. ): BOO!

Walked home with Carissa.
Hey you! thanks for the chat on the walk home. ((:
And the sky's isnt crying over our beauty this evening. Its over Kong's UGLINESS
: ] : ] : ]

Before i forgot.

HAPPY BDAY HOSEA!

HAVE FUN SPENDING YOUR BDAY IN CAMP

HAHAHAHA!

mm, baby
you got me wanting more of you;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Sunday, December 03, 2006;

♥ 12/03/2006 10:54:00 PM

IM IN VIP.

=)= ?

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.